Monday, November 30, 2009
Leven and store bought crumb cake
Rear Window
At first Lisa thinks Jeffries has caught a bit of cabin fever and dismisses his theories and tries to distract him from the peeping tom he has become. She brings him exquisite dinners and wears expensive clothing. This does not do the trick, but when she begins to buy into his stories about purses being left and murders occurring Jeffries is delighted to see this new Lisa. Lisa becomes more alive and Jeffries finds her more attractive. She is climbing out of windows sneaking into apartments and he has a new look in his eye, but this time it’s for her. As the composer and the lonely lady are falling in love Lisa and Jeffries are finding themselves very comfortable and very compatible with each other. Jeffries has a smile on his face as he sleeps in the closing scene and I assume it’s because he knows what is to come with their relationship and he likes the way their future looks.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
king Lear
I am not sold on this idea of hysteria being a feminine force in this play. The hysteria King Lear is feeling is certainly due to his quick loss of power combined with the elements of nature and the lacking of a proper diet. I would not say that this hysteria he is feeling is a feminine side or the woman in him, as mentioned in the first question. King Lear was losing his mind, not becoming more feminine. However, I do feel that as King Lear and Cordelia were reunited he was able to have feeling and show his emotion because his pride had fallen to the wayside. He was no longer a proud king, passionate about his power, but a man who was hurting. To say that this was a more feminine trait is not true; I know plenty of power hungry and proud women. Am I to just assume that they are more in touch with the man in them? No, I am to assume that they need control and maybe care too much about the things that mean nothing. King Lear was feeling more humble and with humbleness comes thankfulness and often times with thankfulness one will feel love toward those helping; these qualities are not necessarily qualities of a woman, but qualities of a humble human being.
Response to 2: A women’s weapon is her tears, according to King Lear, and he is crying, but why would this make him more in touch with his feminine side, more of a mother, because he uses her weapons? Maybe the fact that he is crying and that he feels crying is a way for a woman to win, often women are stereotyped as criers to get out of tickets and such, but this alone does not allow Lear to be more in touch with the mother/woman in him. This again means that King Lear has humbled himself and this line makes me think that Lear feels women use tears as a means of defense and he is now crying himself and his “man cheeks” are becoming moist with a woman’s weapon, a sign of weakness for him, but I see it as a sign of humbleness. He has reached a point of no pride, regret maybe even a bit of self loathing, but I still do not see this line as him giving in to the mother, or woman, in him. He is still calling the tears a woman’s weapon, not a women’s emotion. If anything Lear has simply borrowed a lady’s gun and will return it when he regains control of his mind and his emotions.
Response to 3: Yes, I agree with this quote more than the other two, King Lear is crying and his tears almost force him to admit that he needs help. King Lear needs his daughter, for once he needs someone to save him and not fall to their knees “honoring” him at a simple wave of his hand. Now he needs someone to carry him and be strong because he can’t be. Again I am not certain these qualities are that of the mother in him, but maybe of the broken, sickly old man. King Lear has never acted like a lady, nor should he; King Lear acted as a proud, pompous king who had ever lie told to him sweetly and felt safe on top of all the people willing to carry him through his reign. Eventually he lost his power and started dealing with the truth. Not everyone loved him for him, in fact only a handful would stick around after his riches became rags and his once active mind became an imaginative mess. Lear was humbled, humiliated even, and needy. These traits come from his losing everything that was held dear, hysteria would set in with anyone man or woman if they went through this madness. It does not make you more of a man or more of woman to admit you need help. It makes you more of a human, a humble human. I do not feel King Lear ever came to know the mother in him or the woman in him, but maybe came to know the emotion in him. He came to feel love beyond his money and beyond his power. He grew up from his tantrum throwing days. We watched a man mature, not a man who got to know the woman in him.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Through the story of the great Gatspy we see Nick discover what it is to have desire, Nick is finding himself through all of the characters in this novel. Through these irresolute characters, Nick is able to find his own self, a solid ground to construct his life. It seemed to me that Nick was a person of solitude, a loner, and even after he was out of the military he was left with a sense of longing and lack of knowledge about himself. He seems intelligent and is in the process of becoming a bondsman; basically he is just doing something to say he does it. His life’s goal is not to become a bondsman; it is more of just something to do than something he longs for. He finds himself borrowing from his parents to begin his own journey. As he sets out and finds this peculiar, out-of-touch group of people he begins to relax and find comfort in their dysfunction. The dysfunction leader, Gatsby, teaches Nick a thing or two about desire. At the beginning of the novel, and really right up toward the end, I see Nick as lackluster. He has no career that he is just dying to be a part of, or a love he is aspiring to have, or really any life at all. We discussed light and floating and how lovely things seem to just float about in this novel. Nick is floating, but not in a picturesque sort of way, Nick is floating in a boat that was not tied to the pier properly sort of way. That is why his mind lacks judgment and he is able to gather with so many different people. He is aimlessly floating from one dysfunctional group into another. The coast is smooth sailing until Gatsby’s life unravels in front of Nick. Gatsby is a different kind of dreamer. He would have made for a fantastic artist if only his efforts were toward art and not money, I feel this way because he had such a wild imagination. It is this imagination that allows for the elaborate schemes and parties pushing him further toward his desires, money and Daisy, while masking who he truly was. Gatsby was not honorable but he was admirable in his quest to pursue the American Dream, which so often ends in defeat. I feel it is through Gatsby we see Nick blossom. He begins to look at life differently, and this is evident in the last few pages. He is not only ending Gatsby’s life with poetic phrases, but he is beginning to find his own desires. As the pool is filled with blood and the picture of a summer ending with defeat, Nick is developing his own life. Nick is blossoming into a person who has desires and goals. He is beginning to feel the pull of desire. He sees Jordan and feels something for her; almost regret in not pursuing her further, this is a sign that Gatsby did inspire Nick through his desire for Daisy. I am not suggesting Nick will begin a life built around Jordan, but maybe a life built around pursuing things he wants and not letting it just drift away. I feel that Gatsby had a light coming from his life, despite his criminal tendencies, and as his story ends that light is spread to Nick. Nick has moved on from being a wall flower.